This has got to be a crazy world! After years without any form of intimacy; after years without sex; after years without pussy; someone is actually showing interest in me.
There is a young lady whom I met recently. I did her a favour. Nothing much. Nothing that I would not do for any other human being. But it appears as if my gesture of kindness meant a great deal to this person. She finds every reason to contact me; she actually holds long conversations with me; she enquires about my well being.
A few weeks ago, I met her accidentally on my way to KFC for my regular chicken dinner. She offered to accompany me and I did not turn her down. We shared a meal and had a long and interesting conversation. She has called me every day since.
She invited me to a function recently. There was music. We danced. Close. real close. I had my first meaningful erection in years; my first erotic stand of some significance and I was utterly and completely embarrassed. Up to this day, I am still racked by guilt. I have been reluctantly avoiding her.
The thing about it is this. My friend is 24 years old! She is a single mother of a cute 3 year old. She is just out of a broken relationship herself and, believe me, she looks something like this:
Is this for real?
I know that she would like to get into my pants. But, I am scared shitless. It seems so wrong on so many fronts. Although I enjoy the conversations, the company, the attention. Whenever we get together, my dick gets hard, but my heart gets soft. She is old enough to be my fucking daughter! Could somebody help me please!
Numalali 